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My name is Bejipan and this is my journal.
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Poor Dolly

Online Comics
All Have Thorns
Carrots and Cheese
Cyber Baroque
Dead in Dreamland
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Goodbye Chains
Guests in Purgatory
No Rest 4 the Wicked
Rainbow Carousel
Strange Fruit
The Awakened
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Mostly Friends Only [ 05:49pm on Monday, 10/9/17 ]

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A small greeting [ 04:05am on Thursday, 12/31/09 ]
[ mood | excited ]

It's the last day of the year, and I've started my transition to my new "scene" name. Another's nom de plume to help distinquish a little (but I'll write more on that later).

In the meantime, if you happen to be in the Carolina's this season, check out this new event. I've been enlisted as Ionic Bondage Production's Fashion Director, and can't wait to help out our community. =)

Personally, I'm really going to try to spread the creativity that I've picked up on my travels and bring it back to the Carolinas. We've got the people, but just no push for the drive. Hopefully by this time next year, things will be different. ;)


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Some Skirts For Sale... [ 01:29am on Friday, 12/18/09 ]
[ mood | awake ]

Finally posted some seasonal themed skirts for sale ^^' Link!

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Honey Cross Shoes, for sale! [ 05:39pm on Friday, 12/4/09 ]
[ mood | working ]

Put my white BtSSB MJ's up for auction on egl.

Look forward to some Christmas skirts soon! ^_^

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[ 01:48am on Tuesday, 8/18/09 ]
[ mood | touched ]

"If you don’t feel that you are possibly on the edge of humiliating yourself, of losing control of the whole thing, then probably what you are doing isn’t very vital"

- John Irving

Please let the end justify the means. I could tear my heart out every day if it meant so.

...While this post might look dramatic to some, I seriously don't care. It's giving this out to the universe which is why I've posted this.

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Back to the Acorn [ 04:02am on Wednesday, 4/8/09 ]
[ mood | relieved ]

Since I've officially decided on doing this, I'll go ahead and let you all know. Tonight I figured things out with the help of Austin and Kats...

I'm moving back to Raleigh for at least a few months.

This Saturday.

With that said, let me go into some details. I haven't been doing much schoolwork at all while living in Atlanta, which hasn't really been a major problem. Although I knew that I wanted to get my schoolwork done in time so that I could graduate this May. I've also been worried about whether or not I'll get a higher education, and what that would be.
Well, tonight I got an email telling me that the final date for finishing coursework so that one may graduate in May is next Thursday, the 16th.
My Uncle offered a little while ago to move me back to Raleigh so I could look into further schooling (it's no secret that I probably couldn't afford it living away from my family). He offered it for this Saturday. I've spent the past two weeks trying to decide whether or not I should go through with the move. It's a big change of plans, you know.
To keep things short, the more I thought about it, the more I realized that there really isn't another option. I *need* to get my high school diploma, and I *need* to be in NC so I can get my car problems worked out (my mom's using my car and doesn't yet own a replacement). Also, Raleigh really has a great number of fashion schools that I should look into. If I can find a straight enough approach to it, I'd love to get a degree in Fashion Merchandising.
Knowing myself, and with other's knowing me, it's utterly apparent that if I don't figure out what my next step is now, I'll keep putting it off. I do not want to stagnate and get stuck in some long lasting rut. I want to do something with my life. Work with a brand, help them maintain, polish and present their special image while they grow. That's what I want to do, along with numerous little jobs that go with such a position, like helping manage fashion shows, keeping up with who the buyers are and finding new ways for brands to express who they are.
That doesn't specifically mean that I need a piece of paper to attain this goal of mine, although I've been told all my life that it will open many, many doors. Whether or not those doors will only open with a piece of paper, well, it's become apparent that I need to decide upon the truth for myself. And decide upon it this year.

So, I'm moving back to Raleigh, more than likely will be sugar-shacking in my older sister's apartment (downtown off of Hillsborough St.), will finish high school, get my car and decide how I will make those doors open.
After talking with Austin and Kats tonight, we decided that Dragoncon is my goal for the "door decision". It gives me ample time to check out schools, and more importantly to see if I can find one for me that doesn't smother it's students in the school "game" (I'm sure you know the one). If I can't, I'm just going to work my way up the ladder on my own by taking the initiative to get a career that I'm happy with. Kats suggested working with boutiques, volunteering for fashion shows and networking. They're all wonderful ideas, and I'm sure I'll do all of them- regardless as to whether or not I continue my education.

For smaller news, I'll be completely busy for the next week or so. I've got to get this last course of mine done (which will take every single day), have to pack, and after that I'm still looking forward to swimming westward so I can go to Purgatory.

I'm sad for the people I'll be leaving, happy for those I'll be seeing and hoping for the best.

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Please Give Me Time To Catch Up! [ 04:04am on Tuesday, 3/24/09 ]
[ mood | grateful ]

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Hello everyone! [ 03:06am on Tuesday, 3/10/09 ]
[ mood | tired ]

I am sorry for not keeping up with the internet for the past while. I've been busy preparing for missmeganmaude  and mastergode's wedding and a fashion show in New York. The wedding is this Saturday and the show is the following Saturday. Since I live in Georgia I'm leaving for Miami (where the wedding is) in about an hour or so. I'll be staying there until the 19th; then I'll be flying directly to NYC. I don't own a laptop, so I pretty much can't check anything online until the 24th or so. I'm sorry for my absence and hope that it isn't too much of a bother.

I'm looking forward to replying to PM's, comments in my "comment here" post, and other comments once I get back.
Apologies again for not being here. Things are just super busy right now.

~ Bejipan

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Selling: Dread Kits! [ 03:27pm on Monday, 2/23/09 ]
[ mood | okay ]

Lime+Blue Set & Multicolor SetCollapse )

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Monies 8D [ 12:32am on Wednesday, 10/29/08 ]
[ mood | chipper ]

So, I should be getting $$$ from a skirt I sold.

Where's your favorite place to buy non-lolita clothes from, everyone?

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Hi there everyone [ 08:55am on Saturday, 9/20/08 ]
[ mood | awake ]

Hey there~
Just letting everyone know that I'm back to having a set internet connection. Although, with work for missmeganmaude  I've been super busy as of late. I'm going to try my best to reply to all of my PM's soon, so please don't feel neglected.

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I'm updating quicker than a jack rabbit! [ 06:28pm on Wednesday, 7/30/08 ]
[ mood | surprised ]

For the next ten days, I will be utterly busy.
I will not be checking lj, but hopefully still looking at my emails (if nothing else).
I will not be able to work as a moderator.
I will not be going out with anyone.

Wish me luck. 

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Supah Secret Post~~ [ 01:18pm on Monday, 3/3/08 ]
[ mood | artistic ]

Can anyone guess which secret is mine? ^_~

Oh, so, btw, I've got an outfit planned out for the Clockwork Ball now...

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